『好きです。』 
いい響き～。（笑）青春っぽいね～。
正直告白をしたことがない私である。ちょっと憧れてたりする。よくマンガで読むけど実際自分がするとなると大変だろうなぁ～って思う。
今の彼とでは、向こうから告白してきた。正直めっちゃ驚いた。そのころはよく色々話し始めていたけどその前は結構キライだったかも．．．あはは。今は正反対だけどね。so you can't blame me when i at first didn't believe him. i think it's safe to say that until a a couple months before we started talking frequently, we both disliked each other. lol
前カレとはなんとなくだったなぁ。なんとなく付き合ってるみたくなって、じゃあ明日から official にする？みたいな。（笑）だから告白とかはなかったね。we both liked each other and i guess we both could tell. it just happened.
実際告白するとなるとできるかな？怖さ、不安、緊張、焦り。色々あると思う。自分の思いを相手に伝えるのって難しそう．．．でも、どっかで聞いたことある:
「告白するのは怖い。だけど、それでしなかったら相手より自分が大事だって思ってることになる。自分が傷つくのを恐れてるから告白ができなくなる」
確かにそうだと思う。相手を大事に思うなら自分の気持ちを正直に伝えてみるべきだと思う。「スキ」。その一言だけでも。
ファンモンの歌詞:
i really like those lyrics. very nicely put :)
relationships can be very difficult. i'm not sure what's going on but something is wrong. i honestly don't think it's me this time.
yesterday, the bf was supposed to visit me so we could go out to eat or something after he was done hanging out with his friends. but that couldn't happen because he had to pick up his little sister. i didn't mind. we weren't scheduled to meet in the first place. しょうがないじゃん？ま、会えないって知ったときはちょっと寂しかったけど．．．
but when he came back from picking up his sister and after we had talked a while, he decides to go out to eat with his friends. -_- i was expecting to be able to talk to him a lot more. but no. it's not fair.... and then, when i say he can go now (before his friends arrived) he just turns off his computer. without a goodbye or anything. 失礼だし、普通そういうことする？we were still chatting... before i knew it, he was gone. 今日電話あったけど謝らないし．．．he makes it seem like it's not his fault. but it is. i was trying to be nice. let him hang out with his friends despite being cancelled on.
何かちょっと悲しい気分な今日この頃です。
currently listening to: 告白 - Funky Monkey Babys
いい響き～。（笑）青春っぽいね～。
正直告白をしたことがない私である。ちょっと憧れてたりする。よくマンガで読むけど実際自分がするとなると大変だろうなぁ～って思う。
今の彼とでは、向こうから告白してきた。正直めっちゃ驚いた。そのころはよく色々話し始めていたけどその前は結構キライだったかも．．．あはは。今は正反対だけどね。so you can't blame me when i at first didn't believe him. i think it's safe to say that until a a couple months before we started talking frequently, we both disliked each other. lol
前カレとはなんとなくだったなぁ。なんとなく付き合ってるみたくなって、じゃあ明日から official にする？みたいな。（笑）だから告白とかはなかったね。we both liked each other and i guess we both could tell. it just happened.
実際告白するとなるとできるかな？怖さ、不安、緊張、焦り。色々あると思う。自分の思いを相手に伝えるのって難しそう．．．でも、どっかで聞いたことある:
「告白するのは怖い。だけど、それでしなかったら相手より自分が大事だって思ってることになる。自分が傷つくのを恐れてるから告白ができなくなる」
確かにそうだと思う。相手を大事に思うなら自分の気持ちを正直に伝えてみるべきだと思う。「スキ」。その一言だけでも。
ファンモンの歌詞:
大好きだ 大好きなんだ
それ以上の言葉を もっと上手に届けたいけど
どうしようもなく 溢れ出す想いを伝えると
やっぱ大好きしか出てこない
ただそれだけで でもそれがすべて
i really like those lyrics. very nicely put :)
relationships can be very difficult. i'm not sure what's going on but something is wrong. i honestly don't think it's me this time.
yesterday, the bf was supposed to visit me so we could go out to eat or something after he was done hanging out with his friends. but that couldn't happen because he had to pick up his little sister. i didn't mind. we weren't scheduled to meet in the first place. しょうがないじゃん？ま、会えないって知ったときはちょっと寂しかったけど．．．
but when he came back from picking up his sister and after we had talked a while, he decides to go out to eat with his friends. -_- i was expecting to be able to talk to him a lot more. but no. it's not fair.... and then, when i say he can go now (before his friends arrived) he just turns off his computer. without a goodbye or anything. 失礼だし、普通そういうことする？we were still chatting... before i knew it, he was gone. 今日電話あったけど謝らないし．．．he makes it seem like it's not his fault. but it is. i was trying to be nice. let him hang out with his friends despite being cancelled on.
何かちょっと悲しい気分な今日この頃です。
currently listening to: 告白 - Funky Monkey Babys
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