お仕事

お仕事始めてからもうすぐ一年経つ。何かそろそろやめたい気がする。i did get a pay raise but the place is sooooooooooooooooo boring. most of the other student workers don't talk either and everything is very redundent. i must say, it is definitely not the best place to work. でも、今の給料が捨てられない悲しい私でございます。

この先のことを考えると少し不安になる。what do i want to do with my life?? 別に何か特技があるわけでもないし．．．やりたいことも無い。日本のOLみたいになるのかしら？i hear they get pretty good pay. but if it were america, i doubt that would be the case. i really should consider what i might want to do. i still have some time, but not too much... :[

going to grad school is one option. but the one i want to go to is one of the top 10 business grad schools in the NATION. there is no way i can compete. 自分で言うのもちょっと悲しい（笑）。plus, i'm not sure if i want to go to school for another 2 years. 勉強好きじゃないし．．．どうしましょう。

for now, i need to consider if i want to continue my current part time. are the wages really worth it?? for a poor college student, i would say yes. *sigh* but if the opportunity does arrive, i think i will be quitting. だって．．．イヤなんだもんっ！

oh! and i got a digital camera!!! thank you bf!!!!!!! :) you really are awesome!

currently listening to: apologize - one republic feat. timbaland