自分にお疲れ様。

今日は大変。でも、昨日から結構忙しかったかな．．．（笑）体はボロボロだし。it all started saturday night. i was cutting peaches for my mom and i ended up cutting my thumb. right where it folds too, so it took a while to heal. -_- 分かる？親指を曲げた一番したの折曲がり線。then, on sunday morning, the bf に膝蹴りを食らった。おでこに。簡単に説明するとベッドに登ろうとしてたアイツが寝転がっていた私の頭にぶつかった。マジ痛かった～。涙でた～(;_;) lol. and then, yesterday, i cut my thumb again. obviously the same one. キャベツの芯を切って取ってたときのできごと。そんで、昨日行ったカラオケ屋さんで左足の薬指（あってる？足の指でもそう？分からん．．．）をベンチにぶつけた。i seriously stubbed it pretty hard. now, 腫れて, its a bit bruised. lol.

so yes. yesterday was full of injuries. but it was fun. we (the bf and i) went karaoke, watched most of クロサギの映画、rode the bike :) and i had some drinks. lol. 酔っ払っちゃった～。it was vodka with apple juice. quite tasty. haha. 爆睡しちゃって、彼に恥ずかしい酔っ払いの寝姿を取られちった。誰にも見せられない．．．マジ、口半開きで大の字で寝てるの。very embarrassing. at least it didn't make the internet, right?

that's kinda similar to what i looked like. lol

today was a busy day. i was lacking sleep because i came home late last night and ended up sleeping at a little past 1 a.m. but had to wake up in time for my 8 a.m. class. and then, tomorrow, they are spraying our room for bugs so we had to move A LOT of stuff. めっちゃ模様替えした～。大変だった～。everything had to be 2~3 feet away from the wall. でも、そこそこ楽しめたからいいかな？でも、皆勉強で大変だからイライラしてた人の方が多かった。（笑）楽しんでたのは自分だけかな？whatever. so tired. MIDTERMS SUCK!!!

currently listening to: あふれる - My Little Lover

STDs

sexually transmitted diseases: an illness that has a significant probability of transmission between humans or animals by means of sexual contact. (definition courtesy of wikipedia. i know it's not a good academic resource but it's pretty damn useful)

so, turns out i have to take my sister to get tested for stds. ew. seriously. that is pretty nasty.

正直なぜ私がそのようなことをしなければならないかわからない。まさしく、そんなの関係ねぇって感じ。（小島よしおってもう終わってるよね？）but yes. i have to. within the next month. めんどくせぇ。

on top of that, my dad has the guts to ask me, 'お前は大丈夫か？'. i was just like 勘弁してよ。何が悲しくて父親とこんな話をせねばならないの。サイアク。whatever. i just hope this is nothing i ever have to deal with. EVER.

people, there are condoms out there for a reason. if you go to like planned parenthood, they give them to you for free. (i think...) USE THEM. it's not difficult. they may not be 100%, but they are effective most of the time. 頭使え。一生の問題だぞ。甘く見てんじゃねぇよ。

currently listening to: forever - Chris Brown

ANIMAL ARE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!

today, i would like to discuss some crazy animals. all of these stories are courtesy of telegraph.com. now, on to our first story:

SPIDERS: giant spider in australia caught eating a bird. creepy? i thought so too. i mean, a spider eating a bird?? pretty much unheard of. yep. crazy.

for more on the spider, visit the link below:
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/earth/main.jhtml?view=DETAILS&grid=&xml=/earth/2008/10/22/easpider122.xml

LEOPARDS: well, here's something even more unheard of, a leopard killing a crocodile. すごいでしょ！？ワニだぜ？めちゃめちゃこえーじゃん。but this leopard went at it and was eventually able to overpower it and suffocate it. かっこいいね。（笑）やっぱ、人間は非力だね～。ワニだあれ豹であれ、ひとたまりもないね。

so, for more info, click away on the link below: http://www.telegraph.co.uk/earth/main.jhtml?xml=/earth/2008/07/18/ealeopard118.xml
SHARKS: these creatures, especially the great whites, are the most ferocious predators of the open sea. the great whites are HUGE. but man, can they jump. こんなすごいことできたら絶対逃げられないって思うよね。写真見てるだけでコワイわ。マジノスケ。poor seals. they never had a chance. :(

there are more pictures available at the link below, enjoy:
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/earth/main.jhtml?xml=/earth/2007/11/17/eashark117.xml

LIONS: i have saved the best for last. this is a cute one. :) i liked it. ライオンが昔買われていた飼い主に駆け寄ってハグするっていうビデオ。めちゃめちゃカワイイのだ！！！ライオンとは思えないね。it's like a massive humungo cat. lol. seriously. it's so playful. :) you can really enjoy this one. haha

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/earth/main.jhtml?xml=/earth/2008/07/30/ealion130.xml

i love animals. i really do. but man, they are crazyyy!!! lol でも、虫全般はキライです。キモい。絶対ムリ。あの蜘蛛だって、目の前で見たら気絶してるね。i just have to be able to call someone to help before it can eat me. だって、あんなのが目の前に現れたら意識飛ばない自信ない。虫なんか大っキライだぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁ！！

currently listening to: Continue - SEAMO

work

currently, i am at work. i have approximately 50 mins or so until i have to get my butt up to go to class. but in the meantime, I DO NOT WANT TO WORK! i think there's only like one more student besides me and he's in the other section so i'm pretty much alone here. a lot of the workers went home. 後、今 midterm中だからこない生徒さんが多いね。そんな私ってマジメ？not really. i just don't want to go all the way back to the apartment only to have to come back againg for my 4 p.m. class. 勉強したくないしね。

so, i've been starting to think about the future... it looks real glum... with this recession and stuff, i don't think it'll be easy to get a decent job. i know a couple seniors and a lot of them don't know what to do. やっぱ grad school かな？でも、競争率高いしな～。マジ、凹む。my gpa isn't the best. maybe that's why my mom's bothering me to get a 資格。but even that's not going to guarantee me anything. 将来のことは考えるだけで頭痛くなる．．．

isn't this cute? cat vs. domo-kun. work vs. intern. similar enough, right?

on to the topic. work vs. intern. i need experience to get a good job. but my work isn't something i want to do for the rest of my life. it's good pay ($9.80!!) but seriously, who wants to be a librarian for the rest of their life?? (no offense to my supervisors and all those librarians out there. how could we find books without your help?) so, i have come to the conclusion that i need an internship. でも、それも結構難しいって聞くしね。時間は食うは、給料は出たらいいはでいいことは経験だけ。どうしましょ。

another problem. i'm still not sure what i want to do. it's kinda pointless to get an internship in something that i have no interest in pursuing. kinda defeats the purpose of an internship. -_- 問題は山積み。解決策はなし。大学生は大変です。

the only things that are keeping me sane right now are my friends, and of course, my awesome bf. でも、やっぱ疲れる～。いっそのことホームレスにでもなるか？冗談。です。たぶん。

currently listening to: crush crush crush - Paramore

Sony Pictures Studios, Hustler, Sex Drive

yesterday was the day with only one class. woohoo, right? right! :) so the bf came over and we decided to have some FUN!

first stop, the Sony Pictures Studios, located in Culver City. we went there for the tour and it was pretty interesting. too bad we weren't able to see any stars... 一人くらい有名人見れるかな～って期待してたけど．．．残念！（古いね。笑） and there was a lot of walking. but we were able to see a couple sets so that was nice. we saw the set for the upcoming movies "Bone Deep" starring Rihanna and Chris Brown, "Angels & Demons" starring Tom Hanks, and "Funny People" starring Adam Sandler. 結構汚かった．．．（笑）何か、ゴミとかいっぱい落ちてたのが印象的だったね。and we also saw the set of "Wheel of Fortune". でも、いっぱい歩いたから結構疲れた。

next, we went to the famous Hustlers in Hollywood. i thought you would get carded to get in but apparently not. only to enter this one section. and of course, the bf wanted to go so we did get carded. コスプレ買っちゃった！キャハッ。制服のヤツ。あはは。ベタ！？かもね。it was an interesting experience. they have A LOT of stuff there. i would definitely recommend that you try going there at least once. after you turn 18 tho, okay?

Finally, we ended the night by watching "Sex Drive". pretty hysterical. pretty fast-paced and funny. very good combination. the bf was sleepy but once the movie started, he was wide awake. もう、笑いまくり。ホント面白かった。楽しかった。but yea, you seriously understand why its rated r. pretty graphic.

all in all, last night was a blast. i was so tired this morning tho. haha. and i had an 8 a.m. class. horrible. lol. but it was wayyyyyyyyyy worth it. :)

currently listening to: 手紙～拝啓１５の君へ - アンジェラ・アキ

Last night was a BLAST!! :)

props to the bf for making last night a blast!! i had so much fun! :) so here goes...

the bf finished work early last night and came to hang with me. he arrived at my place at a little past 8:30. we decided to go karaoke and so we went back to little tokyo to Max Karaoke. (the one inside the Mitsuwa building) we did karaoke for like an hour. totally fun! we did a couple of anime songs which was really a blast. lol. we're so japanese. haha. 名探偵コナンの曲を何曲かと後、クレヨンしんちゃんも歌ったね～。私はいろんなメドレーに挑戦してあえなく撃沈されちゃいました。（笑） too bad i'm not too good at singing... :(

after that, we decide to go watch a late movie so we head over to the grove. after getting lost a couple times and making a HUGE 遠回り, we finally get there around a little past 11. we were thinking about watching sex drive but we decided that it would be wayyyyyyyyyyyy tooooooooooooo crowded so we decided to watch max payne instead.

the bf told me it was based on game and i went in totally not knowing what the movie was going to be about. 結論的に言うと、まぁまぁだったかな？the action was really good and so was the cg. but at some points, it was just really unrealistic. in addition to that, it was really sloooooowwww. haha もうちょっとストーリーが早く進んだらよかったかな？見始めて３０分くらい経ったころにコレ preview で見たことある事に気づいた。（笑）i remembered watching the preview and thinking that it seemed like a really action packed movie but i had no clue as to what it was about. couldn't figure out the plot from the preview.

so, by the time i got home, it was a bit past 2 a.m. but i think it was definitely worth it. especially since i don't have any school today! :) awesomeness. haha but still, hw awaits so i must now go do that. -_-

currently listening to: 時間よ止まれ feat. SEAMO - AZU

ムカついています

めちゃくちゃ。本当に腹立つ。if you are using a pressure washer to wash your damn car, i don't think that's the best time to call someone. you can't hear a damn thing. and then, to just hang up. how rude is that? even though the other person on the other end of the line is asking for what you just said, you can't hear them so you just hang up. well of course you can't hear them. you're using a damn pressure washer. だから相手も聞こえないんだっつぅの。

GAH! so annoying. and then, you go and say 'geez'. I HATE THAT WORD. (is it even a word?) 何かすごいめんどくさそうな感じがしてくる。like, 'how many times do i have to tell you?' type thing. well sorry! i couldn't hear you the first time around. because, you know, the damn pressure washer was so loud.

ほんと腹立つ。it doesn't help that i'm pmsing as well. -_- beware guys, don't do anything that might even annoy your significant other a little bit when she's on her period. she'll bite your head off.

currently listening to: KISSして - KOH+

SPIDERSSSSSSSSSSSS

are scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. like really. and we had a big one on our veranda a couple days ago. (Thursday, i think) it was creepy... 結構大きかった～。キモい～～～。（笑）ちなみに言うと、下の写真がそうです。pretty crazy, huh? i kinda like it. except for the spider part....

man, when my roomie tried to kill it with a rubber band, the thing got stuck on the spiders web. it was just dangling. it was pretty funny. picture below~~

すごくない？切れないって皆大騒ぎ。そこそこ楽しかった♪ :) but man, the guys were such wimps and wouldn't go and kill the damn spider so we had to get someone to come help us. lame.... lol. such big wussies. 男らしくやれ！って感じ。（笑）

so the roomie and i made curry tonight. it was so good~~. haha. 本当にめっちゃうまかった。満足満足。

now i need to go back to the crapload of reading that i need to get down. -_- gah! i hate that damn reading!! college is seriously way too much reading.. must go suffer now.

currently listening to: 最愛 - KOH+

Eagle Eye

was awesome. really. i liked it lots. :) very intense and fast paced. didn't fall asleep like tropic thunder. lol. めっちゃよかったと思う。the bf thought it was a really geeky movie but i didn't think it was too geeky. personally, i think the bfs 解説 helped mucho.

when i first saw the movie, i wasn't really sure as to how it would end. it looked interesting but seemed like it might have a sucky ending like a lot of other movies. it was good and bad. 結構エンディングは良かったけど．．．最後の最後で i think shia's character shoulda died. lol. sorry to the fans. but i think it would have left more of an impact on the movie-watchers. but either way, it was pretty good! :)

i think everyone should watch it!

currently listening to: 足跡 - BAReeeeeeeeeeN

時間、早すぎ。

マジで。i still can't believe i've already started my third year of college. i feel like i just started college a couple of months ago. this can't be happening. i still have no clue what i want to do with my life.

マジヤバい。もうそろそろ決めないと。といわれても、どうしたらいいか分からん。とりあえず、intern するべきなのか？多分、そうだよね。でも、見つけるの大変そう。。。いいのは競争率高いだろうし。plus, i really don't have the time, much less the means of transportation. i guess you could take the bus... but still, it seems to be so much of a hassle. and i really don't know what i want to do. 就職できなかったらどうしよう．．．ヤだなぁ～。

it's freaking october already!! dang it. life is swishing by so fast. i still feel like i haven't lived the 'college experience' yet. maybe it's because i'm so anti-social. lol. sad me... ま、でも、それなりに楽しんでるけどね。でも、友達が作れない。だって、何話していいか分からんもん。i was talking about this with a roommate of mine. we were both saying how you can make friends in class, but once that class is over, your friendship is pretty much over too. sad... maybe, instead of 'friendship', 'acquaintance' would be a better suited word. lol. but yea. i need to be a litte more outgoing. i don't think that's possible. plus, i already LOVE the friends i have right now anyways. them, and my AWESOME BF!! <3>

currently listening to: Disturbia - Rihanna