The Ex

last night, i was on facebook, momentarily browsing people i might know. in reality, i had to do some homework, but that was my escape. it was only supposed to be for a couple of minutes. あまり長いこと現実逃避してると後々痛い目に会うから。so, i was getting ready to log off when my ex-boyfriend ims me. he's done this a couple of times before so it wasn't surprising. でも、結構タイミング悪かったカモ。

ま、でも邪険に扱うわけには行かないので、とりあえず、おしゃべりに突入。we talked about school mostly in the beginning. actually, i just asked him questions about his school that would require long answers so i could do some reading in the meantime. haha. 私ってアッタマいい～。anyways, eventually, i finish my readings for school and we start having a more in-depth conversation.

so i finally decide to ask him what's always been bothering me: the reason we broke up. 何か、一応フられた私なのですが、あまり理由が分からなかった。最後はあまり一緒にいる時間が無くて、コミュニケーションが取れなくなって行った。it's not like i didn't try. i would always ask him to eat lunch and stuff but he never agreed. で、そんな感じで別れちゃって。but there was no real reason given as to why we ended up like that. so i just asked him. his answer: "i was just too immature to see how cool you were. i regret doing that." :O うれしいこと言ってくれますね。例えお世辞でも、ウレシイ。he insisted he wasn't lying but i still find it hard to believe him. oh well, i'll just take it at face value and be happy. lol. 楽観的が一番ね。

after that, we were just talking about his love life (or lack thereof) and why he isn't doing so well with the ladies. it was interesting. but honestly, i think its pretty much the same reason why we broke up. lack of communication. 何か、話を聞いてるとどうもそうっぽい。結局はイクジ無しなのかも。肝心なことは言わない。he's always been really sweet, saying things a girl wants to hear and all. but he never mentions the really important things. 後、積極性かな？もうこの年なんだから、押し倒すくらいの勢いで行かないと。あはは。but yea, it was fun. こういう関係もいいかもネ。

Currently listening to: Secret Base ～君がくれたもの～ - ZONE

青空チェリー

最近読んだ面白い本。一応短編集。there were 3 titles included in the book and they were all really good. i think i really like this author. it was her first book and i don't think she has any other ones out yet.

「青空チェリー」は甘酸っぱい恋のお話。一緒にラブホの覗きをする男女が恋に落ちるっていう奇妙なシチュエーション。they're both high schoolers and seemingly, the first bf/gf that each has ever had. the situation is really interesting and she ends right as they begin their relationship so its kinda a cliffhanger ending. ちょっと性的描写があり、テレながら読んでた。あはは。

there were two other stories but i especially liked the last one. it was really sad yet inspirational. もしも私がああいう事態になったらどうするだろうって考えさせる。戦争の怖さとか、二人の人を同時に好きになるもどかしさとか、色々複雑な感じ。but they were all really good. it's definitely recommend to read.

Currently listening to: さくらんぼ - 大塚愛

携帯小説

最近また携帯小説にハマった。its really easy to read and instead of having to lug around a book, its light weight and convenient. だって、携帯で読んでるんだもん！:O lol. やっと携帯小説の本領発揮ですね。cuz until now, i had no data plan, so there was no way to read it on my phone. but now that i do, things have gotten a lot more convinient. hehe

another good thing: my phones' screen is so big that its actually quite easy to read on it. 画面が大きすぎてポケットに入らないのは問題だけど、、、but besides that, its really easy to read things on it.

今読んでるのが、「ワイルドビースト」。まだまだ始まったばかりで話の内容は読めないけど、面白そう。hopefully, i'll be able to understand the plot soon.

Currently listening to: Alright! - Superfly

Round 1 Bowling

昨日の夜は Round 1 でボウリングしましたぁ。5ゲームも。大変でしたね。結構。it was a deal so obviously, we went for it. haha. but man, 5 games is a lot. i think i did decent. there were some times were i sucked a lot but for the most part, i think i'm getting better.

not as nice but similar to this

the place is brand new so all the equipment is really nice. and at night, they make is so the pins glow and there are lots of strobes of lights and things like that. 面白かった。ただ、ボールの指の穴のサイズには困りました。Mだとちょっと大きい。でも、Sが無い。that kinda sucked. but other than that, everything was really nice. i hadn't been bowling in a while so it was really fun! その反面で帰りはかなり遅くなっちゃったけどね。（笑）

Currently listening to: まんピーのG☆SPOT - サザンオールスターズ

交通規制 & Full House

今日はリトル東京にビデオとかを返しに行ったら、びっくり。めっちゃ交通規制されていた。there were so many streets shut down, there was practically no way to get into the middle of little tokyo. we were finally able to go around and park and check out what was going on. 全然わかんない。自転車がいっぱい、というだけ。lots of cyclists and a couple of people walking. but it wasn't a race or anything. people were going whichever way they wanted and many were sitting down at restaurants and stuff, eating and drinking along the way. 今一意図がつかめない。一体何があったのでしょう。。。but it was interesting watching the people. there were families and groups of friends. some had some interesting bicycles. one was really tall, i have no clue how he managed to get onto it. haha.

お昼は最近よく食べる飲茶。this time we decided to go to a place that i've been to once with friends nearby called full house. いや～、混んでましたね。ちょっと遅めに行ったけど、20分くらい待たされた。i dunno, i was hoping it was really good since it seemed so popular. but it was okay. i've definitely had better. 別に値段も安いわけでもないし。何であんなに混むか分からない。ま、中国人にとっては美味いのかな？

Currently listening to: Nothin' On You - BoB feat. Bruno Mars