色々ありますねぇ。

the bf and i have been dating for nearly 4 years now. で、未だに夜は毎日電話で話す。（はい。ラブ×2です。えへ。）so, we were talking last night and i decided to give another shot at trying to get the bf a little more cooperative in the bed.

so i tried persuading him. で、返ってきたのが、「どういう風なのがいいの？」分から～ん。but he keeps saying that since i should have an idea of what i want, i need to tell him exactly what kind of things i want him to say.... it was soooooooo embarrasing.... でも、そういうのが良かったり．．．（笑）

the bf also told me the things he wants to do. 何か、最近読んでるSM漫画から色々とヒントを得てるみたいですね。things like blindfolds, ball gags, etc. だって。これから色々大変かも!?

首輪はいかが？（笑）

Currently listening to: ありがとう - いきものがかり

My Life

is ridiculously busy right now. there's work, my mom's work, and stuff about cleaning up my house. and of course, i want to spend time with the bf. マジで疲れてます。色々あるけど、リア充からは程遠い悲しい私です。

so, the boss decided to take a spring break and is gone for half of this week. which means that even though today was supposed to be my day off, i had to go into work. めっちゃ働きました。超疲れました。頭痛いぐらい。知恵熱出るかも！？（笑）seriously, i wonder why the heck we're so busy....what's worse is that today, the construction company also came to do some fix ups. which meant that i had to be home since no one else could. 仕方ないから、会社はチョイ遅刻で。seriously, why is my life so hectic...

Currently listening to: Distance - 西野カナ

Bottega Louie

went out for breakfast today with my mom. it's not like i wanted to but my mom keeps insisting so i went. i would much rather have a late morning. ま、でも何か前々から連れて行きたいって言われてたから、早く起きていくことに。

this place is right smack in the middle of downtown. で、めっちゃオシャレでしたね。やっぱ値段も違いますしね。i got their smoked salmon bagle and my mom got their apple danish. the food was really good. i mean, the salmon was really fresh and the cream cheese was really smooth. ついでだからショーウインドウに並ぶケーキも買って見ることに。i think we got the hazlenut brownie, cream puff looking thing, and creme brulee tart. 多分全部で$50近くしたと思う。高いよね。but i think it's a good experience. i might want to go again if its for other than breakfast. they don't have too many options for breakfast. でも、かわいいお店でした。

Currently listening to: spiral - L'Arc~en~Ciel

お誕生日

apparently, today was the birthday of a friend of my bf's. i'm not that close to him so it's kinda iffy as to whether i consider him a friend or not. anyways, so we decided to go over to his house to celebrate. で、それがなぜか家で料理して、飲んで、ゲームする事だったみたい。ま、別に他は男4人だから、何しようがいいけどさ。

so, apparently they decided to make spaghetti. 殆ど料理経験が無い男どもが3人集うとエライことになりますね。（笑）ま、それをただただ見ていたわたしですが。手伝い気にもなりません。えへへ。

it was just pasta, nothing you can mess up on, so it came out okay. bought way more food then necessary. 馬鹿よね。だから言ったのに。ま、後はそこの家族で味わって下さいみたいな感じになったけど。

we also bought some alcohol. i had one beer. the jamaican one in a funky looking bottle. 何か、いまいち。i really don't like beer too much. especially if its really bitter. 今までで一番よかったのは生のキリンだね。so i had one of that and a cup of uv vodka lemonade with 7up. the vodka wasn't that great but it went pretty well with the 7up. lol.

一応それなりに楽しんでいたのに、母からの電話で家路につくことに。何か、ぜんそくと気管支炎がどうやらとかで。ugh. i swear, she really hates it when i go out... so we had to leave early. sorry guys..

Currently listening to: ALONE EN LA VIDA - L'Arc~en~Ciel

A**HOLE DRIVERS! >:(

almost got into a car accident today... it was seriously really scary. my brakes locked up and everything. ホントに絶対当たるって思っちゃったもん。

i was driving in chinatown when the car in the opposing lane trying to make a left turn starts making the turn. まだ交差点までは余裕があったから、その人が曲がり終えたらそのまままっすぐ行けると思ったの。でも、急に交差点の真ん中で停まったの。i totally freaked and slammed my brakes. even with that, i still had to swerve a little to avoid hitting the car. apparently, the idiot driver decided to turn without checking for pedestrians. で、実際曲がり始めてから歩行者に気付いたみたいね。ばっかじゃねぇの!?最初にちゃんと見ろよ!すっごい迷惑。it's freaking chinatown. how could there not be any pedestrians!? 朝からホントにサイアク。すっごいビビッちゃった。

at least i was able to avoid the accident, right? i mean, even if i did hit him, it wouldn't be my fault, right??

Currently listening to: SPIRAL - L'Arc~en~Ciel