And finally, we come to the stomach

生理痛マジ勘弁。つ～か～れ～る～。am i pmsing?? maybe. let's just hope i don't take it out on the bf. poor guy. has to always deal with me... でもさ、女の子は皆こんな面倒くさいモノと毎月ご対面せなアカンねん。マジでめっちゃダルイねん。オトコどもにコノ辛さが分かってたまるもんかっちゅうねん。ホンマ、大変なんやで？絶対分かってないやろ？その上出産！？何でやねん！？めちゃめちゃ不公平やんけ。if you ask some religious butt head, they'll be like it's the women's fault because Eve ate that stupid apple or whatever it was that she ate. こちとらに言わせてもらえば、ソレが何か？って感じ。ウチらと全然カンケーないんですけど？知るか！？そんなこと。神は皆平等ちゃうんけ？？話ちゃうやん。だから宗教ってうさんくさいねん。

so, i went on a bit of a rant there. whatever. i AM pmsing. too bad for the bf. hope he comes out of this week alive. on a brighter note, my mom is leaving soon. HOORAY!! :)

Currently listening to: 扉 - GReeeeN

今度は心臓がヤバイ。

このネコちゃんよりヤバイです。

忙しい人でしょ？（笑）omg... i had the scariest experience driving today... マジでヤバイ。心臓バクバクいってる。怖かった。何があったといいますと．．．

so, i was trying to get on to the 10 freeway. it's a pretty tight curve and i guess i was taking it with too much speed. (i drive a pretty big car, keep in mind) so, i slammed the breaks and almost came to a stop. well, as you might know, that's not a good idea in california. i quickly checked behind me to see if there were any cars coming and thank goodness, there weren't. either way, i kinda rushed and pressed the gas too hard. 焦ってたの！テンパっちゃたの！so obviously, the car jerks forward and i accidentally go into the other lane!! obviously, the other lane is the lane for those exiting the freeway. i panicked and turned my car back into the right lane. 怖かった～。手の震えが止まらなかったもん。both times, i went over that small tiny island type thing they have in the middle so it also made this big THUMP noise. probably one of the most scariest moments in my life.

というわけで、運転は慎重にしましょう。教訓ですね。（笑）

Currently listening to: I kissed a girl - Katy Perry

頭がパンクしそう．．．

huh. i wish...

考えること多すぎ！my mom is going to japan next week (lucky bastard) but i have so much to think about, it's not even funny... =_= there's finals, for one. i can't afford to do bad since i was STD (Subject to Dismissal :0) and so, i really need to try. でも、多分あんまりマジメに勉強しないと思う．．．大体そうだし。悪い癖。

on top of that, my mom decides to go all the way down to SD on sunday to visit some peeps. -_-; 私関係ないのに。ついていくハメになってる．．．めんどくせぇ。i swear, i hate how everything revolves around my mom... it's not fair. this means i can't see the bf at all this weekend. マジサイアク。

then, there's christmas. i know it's supposed to be fun but i don't think i can enjoy it until finals are done. as of now, i'm depressed thinking about what presents to get for whom. 冬休みは絶対ちょー遊んでやる。じゃなきゃ死んじゃう。
Currently listening to: Unfaithful - Rihanna

uhhh... PORNO!?

every now and then, there are free screenings at UCLA in the Grand Ballroom. well, tonight, there was one and yes, it was a porno. "Pirates II". heard of it? maybe the guys mighta heard of the first one and are highly anticipating this one. ま、所詮オトコだしね。but yea, talk about awkward.... and after the screening, there's a Q&A session with the director and some of the cast. っていうか何質問すんだ？？？っていうか誰が見んだ！？i swear, it's probably gonna be all guys and like a mass masturbation fest or something like that. マジで。誰があんなもん上映しようなんて思ったんだ？？理解不能。

正直、見ないわけではない。どっちかって言うと好きかも？it depends. but yea. たまに見る。一人でするときで何もなしがイヤな時は見るね。but i would not want to watch it with a room full of other people. that is just way too awkward.... not my thing. haha. でも、trailer 見てちょっと見たいと思った。（笑）結構よくできてる。さすが一番お金がかかったAVなだけあるわ。あはは。

there was one guy in my class who was all psyched about going. i hope he was able to enjoy it. :) click here for the trailer and info.

Currently Listening to: ONE - 鈴木亜美

GAH!

i have to do some papers but i am soooooooooo lazyyyyyyyyy =_=. iyaaaaaaaaaaaaa. lol. finals are coming up~. and then after that, WINTER BREAK!! 楽しみ♪　でも、今年のクリスマスも彼は仕事。コンヤロー！！oh well. he gets extra pay since its a holiday and he needs it. he's got some debt and car payments to pay... ガンバレ。

it's been pretty foggy lately. what is up!? it makes it that much cold... マフラー家に忘れたからちょっと不便なのよね～。

ま、そんなこんなで今週はやや大変かな？i am soooo tiredddddd. better do my papers. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Currently listening to: I'm Yours - Jason Mraz