GAH!

i have to do some papers but i am soooooooooo lazyyyyyyyyy =_=. iyaaaaaaaaaaaaa. lol. finals are coming up~. and then after that, WINTER BREAK!! 楽しみ♪　でも、今年のクリスマスも彼は仕事。コンヤロー！！oh well. he gets extra pay since its a holiday and he needs it. he's got some debt and car payments to pay... ガンバレ。

it's been pretty foggy lately. what is up!? it makes it that much cold... マフラー家に忘れたからちょっと不便なのよね～。

ま、そんなこんなで今週はやや大変かな？i am soooo tiredddddd. better do my papers. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Currently listening to: I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

yesterday & today

so, last night, before coming back to my apartment near school, the bf and i decided to make a pit stop at the griffith observatory. it was supposed to close at 10 and we left his house at around 8 something so we thought we should be fine. *WE THOUGHT* GPS 頼りに進んでみたら、家があるところを曲がって行けという。うちらは「！？」みたいな．．．（笑）it was impossible. so we used the address that i got online and went from there but it turned out we got to griffith national park. but hey, we got to see the light walk with all this christmas light stuff. めっちゃキレイだったね～。:)

from there, we decided we still might make it to the observatory and eventually find our way there. でも、後５分くらいでしまる時間になっちゃってた。もうホント大変。でも、少し景色と外観見れたからまるっきし時間の無駄ではなかったね。
and then today, went karaoke again~. やっぱ楽しいね～。めちゃめちゃ歌ったぞ～。結構懐かしい曲をいっぱい。スピッツの「チェリー」とか、花・花の「さよなら大好きな人」とか、Kiroro の「最後のキス」とか。歌いまくるのは快感ですな～。:)

later tonight, we also decided to do some driving so we decided to go to angeles crest highway. もうめっちゃぐにゃぐにゃ道で結構怖かった～。but the bf has really good driving skills and lots of experience so it was too bad. もうね！星がめちゃめちゃキレイなの～～～！！！！！！あんなキレイな星空 l.a. ではほとんど見れないよ。the 夜景 was really pretty too~. overall, it was a really nice experience. i feel bad for the bf tho, i made him drive so much and he has work at 8 tomorrow morning. -_- ごめんね？

Currently listening to: So Sick - NeYo

MiChi

気になってます！カラオケで歌いたいです！she just recently debuted and her first single is called "PROMiSE". it's reallyx2 good. the bf got me hooked. lol

イギリス人と日本人のハーフなんだって～。だからかやっぱ歌唱力は抜群ね。８歳まで神戸で育ち、（関西！！めっちゃエエで～）１８歳ぐらいまでイギリスで育った帰国子女。obviously, her english is really good. unlike most japanese singers who murder their songs by trying to sound hip using english. 頼むから、英語下手ならあんま使うな。（笑）

ま、でもまだ聞いたことがない人は是非とも聞いて欲しいですね。アップテンポで踊れる曲で～す♪　i am really looking forward to singing it at karaoke. hopefully, i don't butcher it with my horrible singing. haha

well, i'm a bit depressed right now so i might go to sleep soon. i was supposed to see my friends today but couldn't. もう、すぐ日程を変更するから、、、中々スケジュール調整が効かない．．．残念！

Currently listening to: F**k you and your money - MiChi

Happy belated thanksgiving & black friday~

HAPPY BELATED THANKSGIVING!!! stuffed full of turkey?? not me. my mom doesn't like turkey. haha.
oh yea~. sexy turkey. lol

so, today was black friday!! 買い物行った人～？？は～い。（笑）i went to circuit city and best buy. i wanted to buy an external hd but they were still a bit too pricey. 何か、結構期待はずれだった～。あんま安くなかった。but the bf bought a gps and a dslr camera. good for him.

でも、おかげでちょー寝不足。だって、昨日夜中に家出て、we did a quick survey of prospective stores. the circuit city we went to had no line but man, frys and best buy were jaw-dropping. the line at frys went once around the building. and the thing is FREAKIN' HUGE!!! すごいな～としか言いようがない。皆さん必死ね。

んで、その後いったん、彼ん家に帰って、２時過ぎぐらいに寝て、６時ぐらいに起きた。（本当は５時に起きるはずが．．．彼が目覚まし止めてそのまま爆睡。バカでしょ？笑）and i have been up since. i guess i'm on this weird high right now due to the lack of sleep but i'm sure by 10, maybe even 9, i'll be dead. haha.

anyways, hope everyone was able to get some good deals and some quality family time. thank you. :)

currently listening to: PROMiSE - MiChi

マジ凹み中～

明日、来るはずだった彼が来ない．．．ま、自分のせいっちゃあ自分のせいなんだけどね。i don't know... for some reason, i have a hard time saying what i really want to say, even to the bf. ためちゃうんだよね。何か、損してる気がする。

っていうか、ココロが狭いんだよね～。i think the reason why i got kinda irritated was because he said he was going to be late tonight because he was going to talk to his friend. i don't mind them talking. but why are you going to be so late!? 私もしゃべりたい！って思っちゃう。何であっちとはそんなにしゃべって、私とはあんまりしゃべらないの？それでなくてもあんまり共通点がないことがコンプレックスなのに。私といて楽しいのかな？元々つまらない人間だし？i can be a bit clingy... (ok, maybe very clingy...) 特技なんてないし。家族はめちゃくちゃだし。相手として絶対不足してると思う。

こんなどうしようもない女のどこがいいのでしょう？big mystery. if i were a guy, i don't think i would choose myself for a gf. and i'm so dependent on him. 最低の彼女だね。そんな私を選んでくれたあなたは私にとってかけがえのない存在です。いつもいつもごめんね？そして、ありがとう。できれば、これからも末永くよろしくお願いいたします。

~edit @ 8:44 a.m. on Monday, November 24~

so, my mom just left me a voicemail telling me that she's mad at me because i forgot to deposit some stupid checks (my sisters, not mine.... why me? i don't know...) and i forgot to put her jackets away (ok, she'd been telling me to do so since last week but i am freaking busy. i really think she should do SOMETHING instead of sitting on her fat butt doing sudoku all day. maybe that's why she can't shed those pounds that she so dearly wants to shed). で、罰としてなんか、this thanksgiving weekend, 彼と会っちゃダメだって～。バカじゃないの？脅しのつもり？もう慣れてどうでもいいけどね～。どうせ彼だって私とあんまり会いたいと思ってないと思うし。面倒だからねぇ。もう何か人生生きてる意味あるのかなーって思えてくる。

Currently listening to: Incomplete - Back Street Boys