気になってます！カラオケで歌いたいです！she just recently debuted and her first single is called "PROMiSE". it's reallyx2 good. the bf got me hooked. lol
イギリス人と日本人のハーフなんだって～。だからかやっぱ歌唱力は抜群ね。８歳まで神戸で育ち、（関西！！めっちゃエエで～）１８歳ぐらいまでイギリスで育った帰国子女。obviously, her english is really good. unlike most japanese singers who murder their songs by trying to sound hip using english. 頼むから、英語下手ならあんま使うな。（笑）
ま、でもまだ聞いたことがない人は是非とも聞いて欲しいですね。アップテンポで踊れる曲で～す♪ i am really looking forward to singing it at karaoke. hopefully, i don't butcher it with my horrible singing. haha
well, i'm a bit depressed right now so i might go to sleep soon. i was supposed to see my friends today but couldn't. もう、すぐ日程を変更するから、、、中々スケジュール調整が効かない．．．残念！
Currently listening to: F**k you and your money - MiChi
HAPPY BELATED THANKSGIVING!!! stuffed full of turkey?? not me. my mom doesn't like turkey. haha.
oh yea~. sexy turkey. lol
so, today was black friday!! 買い物行った人～？？は～い。（笑）i went to circuit city and best buy. i wanted to buy an external hd but they were still a bit too pricey. 何か、結構期待はずれだった～。あんま安くなかった。but the bf bought a gps and a dslr camera. good for him.
でも、おかげでちょー寝不足。だって、昨日夜中に家出て、we did a quick survey of prospective stores. the circuit city we went to had no line but man, frys and best buy were jaw-dropping. the line at frys went once around the building. and the thing is FREAKIN' HUGE!!! すごいな～としか言いようがない。皆さん必死ね。
んで、その後いったん、彼ん家に帰って、２時過ぎぐらいに寝て、６時ぐらいに起きた。（本当は５時に起きるはずが．．．彼が目覚まし止めてそのまま爆睡。バカでしょ？笑）and i have been up since. i guess i'm on this weird high right now due to the lack of sleep but i'm sure by 10, maybe even 9, i'll be dead. haha.
anyways, hope everyone was able to get some good deals and some quality family time. thank you. :)
currently listening to: PROMiSE - MiChi
明日、来るはずだった彼が来ない．．．ま、自分のせいっちゃあ自分のせいなんだけどね。i don't know... for some reason, i have a hard time saying what i really want to say, even to the bf. ためちゃうんだよね。何か、損してる気がする。
っていうか、ココロが狭いんだよね～。i think the reason why i got kinda irritated was because he said he was going to be late tonight because he was going to talk to his friend. i don't mind them talking. but why are you going to be so late!? 私もしゃべりたい！って思っちゃう。何であっちとはそんなにしゃべって、私とはあんまりしゃべらないの？それでなくてもあんまり共通点がないことがコンプレックスなのに。私といて楽しいのかな？元々つまらない人間だし？i can be a bit clingy... (ok, maybe very clingy...) 特技なんてないし。家族はめちゃくちゃだし。相手として絶対不足してると思う。
こんなどうしようもない女のどこがいいのでしょう？big mystery. if i were a guy, i don't think i would choose myself for a gf. and i'm so dependent on him. 最低の彼女だね。そんな私を選んでくれたあなたは私にとってかけがえのない存在です。いつもいつもごめんね？そして、ありがとう。できれば、これからも末永くよろしくお願いいたします。
~edit @ 8:44 a.m. on Monday, November 24~
so, my mom just left me a voicemail telling me that she's mad at me because i forgot to deposit some stupid checks (my sisters, not mine.... why me? i don't know...) and i forgot to put her jackets away (ok, she'd been telling me to do so since last week but i am freaking busy. i really think she should do SOMETHING instead of sitting on her fat butt doing sudoku all day. maybe that's why she can't shed those pounds that she so dearly wants to shed). で、罰としてなんか、this thanksgiving weekend, 彼と会っちゃダメだって～。バカじゃないの？脅しのつもり？もう慣れてどうでもいいけどね～。どうせ彼だって私とあんまり会いたいと思ってないと思うし。面倒だからねぇ。もう何か人生生きてる意味あるのかなーって思えてくる。
Currently listening to: Incomplete - Back Street Boys
went to Universal Studios Hollywood yesterday!! and the bf and i got annual passes :) ま、そのほうが得だから買ったんだけどね。i'm sure we'll go again soon.
anyways, it was A LOT of fun. but when we were about to go home, the escalators (the starway?) was closed off. なんでかよく分からなかったんだけど。and we were directed to take the tram back up. apparently, there had been an 'unfortunate accident.' we didn't find out till later but apparently, エスカレーターが逆そうしたらしい。コワイコワイ。we missed it by a couple of minutes. we were lucky.
all in all, it was one of the best days i've had in forever. ホント、楽しかった～。now, i need to go do some work since i ditched a class yesterday to go. lol. バカ？maybe... whatever. it was fun :)
Currently listening to: Let go - m-flo featuring YOSHIKA
