通訳 = Translating

is hard. like seriously. especially when there are a bunch of technical terms and stuff. つ～か～れ～る～。and since i do it on the comp for work, my head starts hurting... 長いのは最悪ね。いつ終わるんだよ！って感じ。seriously takes forever.

the thing is, i'm actually thinking about getting licensed to translate. ま、でも翻訳専門になると思う。実際人とかが話しながら通訳するのはごめんです。on the other hand, translating texts should be a lot easier. you have a lot more time to look words up and there isn't too much pressure. いつか学校に行ってマジメに通訳の勉強できればと思っております。

Currently listening to: Fireflies - Owlcity

「くるみさんの不運な一日」

this is the 携帯小説 i'm reading right now. なんか、「重い」女の恋愛話。the book gives you ideas as to what is considered 「重い」. 見事に当てはまりますね。ってことは私って重いの？？ねぇ、彼氏君、私って重いの？？？

分かっていたような、分かっていなかったような．．．複雑です。

Currently listening to: Fall In Love - 青山テルマ×SOL from BIG BANG

おもちゃ

so, we were bored over the weekend and the bf and i decided to check out a sex shop in pasadena. he's been wanting to go for a while and it's not that far so we decided to check it out.

what surprised me was that it was right in the middle of old town. なんか、あそこら辺ってオシャレな所じゃん？だからちょっと以外。あからさまにイケナイお店だもん。（笑）中に入ってみたらすっごい広いの。there are two floors. the bottom one was dedicated to videos/dvds so it wasn't that interesting. the top floor had toys, lingerie, lube, etc. そんなにものが多いわけではなかったけど、品ぞろいが良いわけでもない。we ended up getting anal beads (he kept insisting...), a glass dildo (is that what it's called? it doesn't move or anything), and a really expensive dildo. $190ぐらいしたヤツ。でも、これがまた超いいの。早速その晩いろいろ試してみて、一番が高いヤツだったね。これは長く使えそうだね。:)

btw, l'arc new single will get released in mid-june!!! 「GOOD LUCK MY WAY」超楽しみ。絶対予約しないとね！it's a good song, btw. i'll be listening to it on repeat for a while now <3

Currently listening to: GOOD LUCK MY WAY - L'Arc~en~Ciel

Osama bin Laden

thanks to my new job, i've actually been keeping up with current news lately. haha. ま、大人になってきましたね。で、最近の一番気になるニュースがやはり、こちらですね。so he was killed in palestine. and the U.S. has already disposed of his body.

but, there are still many doubters that bin Laden has actually died. 私のオフィスでもそう。「ホントはまだ死んでないんじゃないの～」って人が結構。and in the newspaper today, President Obama has decided not to release any photos of bin Laden's body. apparently, this is to prevent a violent reaction as well as propaganda usage. ま、妥当っちゃ妥当かも知れないけど、効果はあまり無さそう。

honestly, i don't think it really matters too much. just because bin Laden is dead, doesn't mean terrorist attacks will stop or al Queda is dead. someone will just take over. like al Zawahiri, for example. (i think that's how you spell it) ま、いずれにせよ、暴力や戦争は終わらんっちゅーこっちゃ。平和はどこなのでしょうね。

oh, btw, apparently, b'z is coming to club nokia. 知らなかった～。別にいきたくないけどね。although they do have some pretty good music.

Currently listening to: 4 chords - Issa x Soulja

セフレ認可書

昨日、彼とのエッチの最中にこういう話題が出た。it was a spur of the moment thing. kinda like, dirty talk, but not really, i guess. i think we were just both turned on by talking about other people and fantasies and whatnot. ま、そんな感じでお互い話してたら、セフレ作りの話題に。

お互いがお互いの初めて。だから、正直お互い違う人としてみたいっていう願望があるみたい。で、セフレを作るということに。well, its not like its finalized or anything, although i make it sound like it. but i think its an interesting idea. am i weird? maaaaaaybe. でも、今ならいいと思う。もう、4年目になる。今ならそういうのもアリだと思う。experiment, you know? 一生一緒にいたい相手だからこそ、今そういうのをしても許せるかな？私ってすっごいヤキモチ妬きだから、ベッドで彼とそういうこと言っても信用できないらしい。if i put it on the web, i can't really go back on my word now, can i?? lol. ま、正直自分も興味あるからね。他の男。もちろん、体だけの利害関係がね。好きなのは彼だけだもん。

i think it's fine until we start thinking about marriage. 結婚となると、やっぱりセフレとかも切ってほしい。ある程度長いのもいいけど、あんまりはイヤ。そこらへんは話し合いだね。but in all seriousness, i think it's fine. just don't get some weird disease. お互い様ということで、報告だけは忘れずにね！

Currently listening to: 接吻 - L'Arc~en~Ciel